I am exhausted...both mentally and physically today. It was an alright day though and before I let my mind wander to unhappy thoughts and uncertainties... I will just say that I hope you had a great day and spare you my ramblings.
Posted by Kate at 10:13 AM |
It has finally quit raining, and I don't think that it's a coincidence that today is the first day I don't want to cry. Being here, again, after so many months and so many life changing things is not easy. I still can't decide if I am going to be able to stick it out or not, but until I do decide, I am here.
The sun is shining brightly, and for the first time in about eight months, my feet are in flipflops. Aaahhh, flipflops and sun. I don't have to work today, so I have spent some time reading, writing, doodling...just hanging out with myself. Sometimes I crave that, even though I am lonely. Is that strange?
The best part about today though, was finding a place to live. I have been staying with a friend for the last three weeks, sleeping on a floor and living out of my suitcase. Not so much fun. It is hard to share a space with someone you are so different from and even harder when your head isn't really in a good space itself.
Anyway, my apartment....It's big (by Taiwanese standards) and it has lots of windows. Only one other person lives on my floor (maybe because it's the sixth and there is no elevator) and we share a humungous balcony that catches the afternoon sun. I can see many a morning coffee out there. There is cable included and I am invisioning my hammock from Thailand hanging perfectly in one corner. I don't think I realized how badly I need to have a place that is my home. I have been travelling and moving and living out of suitcases for a long time now. It might be nice to be settled for a while...even if it is in Taiwan.
Sigh.
Posted by Kate at 2:57 AM |
I know, I know... it has been forever...but a thousand things in my life have changed and I couldn't even begin to tell you all of them. Let me just say that I am back in Taiwan after an extended stay in Toronto. I just arrived three weeks ago, but it feels like I have been here for three years. Sad to say, but everything seems to have lost its wonder. I am no longer amazed at the every-day goings on here. I have an agenda this time, and that is way less fun. Anyway, I seem to have lost the knack for this blogging thing, but hopefully it'll come back real soon.
Posted by Kate at 12:25 PM |